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Today I have had something happen to me that I've never felt before. Let me start by saying that I have been doing fasting and prayer for twenty one days. Today is day twenty three and I started my day with re-watching the service from my church yesterday. All at once I felt something come over me that I will try to explain the best I can. These things I am about to tell you came on me all at once but it took me a few minutes to realize each different feeling. I realized I had a feeling of utmost bliss. A lightness like gravity was weaker. I realized I had no pain or discomfort in my body. A sureness came over me. A confidence like never before. Not cockiness at all! Just a certainty of who I am and who's I am. I had no doublemindedness and had sure direction for once. I felt that the devil was nowhere to be found. No second guessing or doubt. No fear of anything and even felt the need to put my gun that I take everywhere in a safe place because I will not need it anymore. I felt that God will protect me and that is all I need. I have no anxiety for anything. No worries for my family. It's like I have this understanding that worry is futile and a waste of time. I have always had a positive outlook on life but this is way beyond that. I have an excitement as never before. All the things I thought were important now seem of no importance. Like what others think or say. Like if I am what is considered successful or not. I am scared this will go away and I will revert back to my old self again because this new version of me is so much better. This is me doing the will of God. I feel like I have been healed and didn't even know I was sick. Praise God!