You did not come to this blog by mistake. There is a power working behind the scene in your life that brought you here. Our God works in this way. Always trying to draw you closer. Never giving up on you. Isn't it time you stopped trying so hard to not believe and listen to that voice in your head that tells you He is real. Then give yourself to Him and see the wonderful peace, forgiveness and healing that will come. It's been tugging at your heart. You know it's true. He loves you so much and has proven it with the sacrifice of Jesus. He did that for you. Give your life meaning and purpose. 

Try God.